Ok, bedtime:
Thanks for entertaining me with your confessions tonight, though most of them were heartbreaking and not exactly “entertaining”.
Just wanted to tell you all how proud I am that you’re still here. A lot of you have been through a lot of shitty crap that you don’t deserve and even if you are contemplating suicide or even if you have tried to end your lives before you’re still here. You are still trying; you are still standing. I’m in awe of you, all of you, I really am. I hope you could all see how strong you actually are. Bad thoughts or bad feelings don’t make you weak, just remember that. It’s what you do about them what defines you.
Good night peeps, stay strong! x
P.S: If you still want to send your secrets you can. I’ll post them tomorrow.
my girlfriend left a guy to date me, but the guy didnt know shes gay, so he kept trying to get her back, so he would act depressed and make her feel guilty, making her hang out with him and talk to him in secret, and even though its over now, im still really hurt, and i dont think i can ever forgive my girlfriend for the pain she has caused me by lying and the pain he has caused me by being a dick
Anonymous
I am obsessed with a girl named Payton at my school, I save her plastic forks, her soda cans, anything she has touched and I can get my hands on, I keep it. I like to take pictures of her and have conversations with her pictures. I also perv on her when she is changing her clothes for gym class.
Anonymous
I am in love with a straight girl. And she makes it obvious that she is against gays. It breaks my heart but I can't stop loving her.
Anonymous
I started studying college in a foreign country a year ago and now I found this amazing girl who truly loves me, we've been dating for a month now and I can't put in words how much I adore her. but now that I'm on vacations we're gonna be apart for a couple of months. she wants to travel to my hometown to visit me but I'm afraid of it 'cause my family and friends don't know I'm a lesbian. I don't know what to do
Anonymous
I was molested by 3 different people for 5 years. One was a family friend the other was his son, and the third was my older sister. The same 3 molested my little sister. After dealing with the guilt and the self hate, I self harmed and I tried to kill myself 3 months ago but I ended up in the hospital for two weeks and now I'm acting like I am better but I'm not. I still cut myself and debate killing myself every day.
Anonymous
You and awkwardpenguin77 should hook up
Anonymous
I don’t know, Flor’s got new anonymous friends here. Things are not what they used to be. She clearly loves them more than she loves me.
I am a lesbian. I've always known it. But I was raised in the south, the "Bible Belt" and I know my family and friends would never accept it. So I lie to everyone. I'm 23 and have never been honest to those I'm closest to. I'm ashamed that I'm a coward. So I moved to New York City and am living a double life.
Anonymous
My boyfriend of two years cheated on me again and I left him. He said awful things about me and to me, told me I didn't need to be 'talking shit' about the girl he cheated on me with (which I wasn't). Now he's saying he misses me and he's already started cheating on the new girlfriend. However, a few weeks after we broke up his best friend and I started dating. We had dated before and had been friends ourselves for awhile. Everyone is trying to make me out to be bad but I just want to be happy.
Anonymous
My father & I were best friends, then he passed away. My step dad beat me & verbally abused me as my mother only watched. I got into a relationship with a man who did the same thing. Then we broke up & I got into what I thought was a healthy relationship. But he cheated. Twice. I started to self harm & hate myself. I hate everything about myself. I blame myself, I was stupid & that's why it's all happened. I was born with a heart defect. I've been taking too many pills to try to stop my heart.
Anonymous
Duuuude your blog is seriously depressing me. Why are all of these confessions so dark? Is it you? Is it Skins? Is it Tumblr?
Anonymous
Is it God? is it me?
am I God?
the answer is yes.
They are dark cuz life is dark and full of terrors.
ive come to the realization that i have no clue who i am or who i want to be and its starting to scare the shit out of me and its also starting to affect my relationships with my friends and my family (in a bad way) im so lost in myself but im starting to learn its nothing new but i still dont know how to deal with it and i just feel like im drowning sometimes when im driving i think it would so be so easy just to crash and end it all but fear stops me every time. i hate that it does
Anonymous
awkwardpenguin77:
Thanks for those questions. It was really nice for being the first time! (:
Let’s do it again sometime.
xx
~F
YEAH OK, IT’S COOL. NO IT’S COOL. IT’S TOTALLY COOL. YOU CAN HAVE OTHER FRIENDS, IT’S COOL. I’M NOT JEALOUS.
I SAID I’M NOT JEALOUS, CAN WE DROP IT?
I want to self harm but I can't! I'm afraid of seeing cuts and bruises on my body. Now I can't find a way to release this; I'm like a ticking bomb.
Anonymous
